Life like cloud

I'v opened the curtain of my east window here above the computer, and I sit now in a holy theater before a sky-blue stage. A little cloud above the neighbor's trees resemble a nose for a while, then becomes amorphous as it slips on the north. Other cloud follow, big and little and tiny on their match toward whereness. Wisps of them lead or droop because there must always be leading and drooping.
The trees seem to laught at the clouds while yet reaching for them with swaying branches. Trees must think that they are real, rooted, somebody, and that perhaps the clouds are only tickled water which sometimes blocks their sun. But trees are clouds, too, of greeen leaves--clouds that only move a little. Trees grow and change disspate like their airborne cousins.
And what am I but a cloud of thoughts and feelings aspiration? Don't I put out tentative mists here and there? Don't I occasionally appear to other people as a ridiculous shape of of thoughts without my intending to? Don't I drift toward the north when I feel the breezes of love and the warmth of the compassion?
If clouds are beings, and beings are clouds, are we not all well advise to drift, to feel the wind tucking us in here and plucking us out there? Are we such rock-hard lumps as we imagine?
Drift, let me. Sing to the sky, will I. One in many, are we. Let's breathe the breeze and find therein our roots in the spirit.
Close my eye, drift in the sky with clouds. Here and there, dusky and bright, songs from the sky.

Smile

When you smile, I smile, that's the deal.
I will not walk past you and not look you in the eyes and not acknowledge you.
Instead we will pass each other and say hello.
Not with our words, for they are not the same, but with our faces.
I meet you and I see there's good in your eyes, there's passion in your heart and there's a friendly hello in your smile.
And for the first time we can relate and appreciate each other.
That's all it takes, that's where it starts.
Because I know that you will smile and I will smile and the rest will be easy.

Fighter----by Christina Aguilera

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much stronger
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME
I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget, but I
I remember
Cause I remember
I remember
Thought I would forget
I remember
Cause I remember
I remember
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

pick up experience from tiny thing

I read a article named why failure can be your friend, it said you must separate the good failure and bad failure and learn from both of them.
In my view, I think both of them are good to me, even though we'll feel sorry for failure, but we have to face it and overcome it, or we can't grow up never, coz it's a part of life. In our life, there're many tricks or temptation. But you must stay calm always, or you'll be on the edge of the hill. even though we make a open eye even night, we still get in trouble, but that's ok, nobody can always be on the smooth way. it's not scared you're sad for a failure, the worst thing is you can't pull yoursef out of it. we have to learn from it.
We must summarize ourself from the life, even chore. If you do a good job, you must summarize the reason and follow it in next time; but if you have a bad failure, you have to face it also need to summarize, you have know where is the worst key thing, and next time, you have to make a solution to avoid it. Day by day, you'll grow up and a fantasitic experience.
In my life, there're alway temptation to me, but I have to stay calm and think it over and over, thether it's worth I do it. If you wantta know whether it's worth, you must know what you want first. I don't want to pick up the piece of bread on the table, I want big big one,haha, aspirant, right?But we have to be responsible for our life,coz there's no one working on your future for you.
OK, that's it.

A Place Nearby

this is a my first blog here. share a beautiful song with you guys.

a place nearby

I entered the room
Sat by your bed all through the night
I watched your daily fight
I hardly knew
The pain was almost more than I could bear
And still I hear
Your last words to me
Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side
You just faded away
You spread your wings you had flown
Away to something unknown
Wish I could bring you back
You are always on my mind
About to tear myself apart.
You have your special place in my heart
Always heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I’ll always be by your side
And even when I go to sleep
I still can hear your voice
And those words
I never will forget
Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side